Tuesday, October 28, 2008

HOW TO DEAL?

I AM WRITING FOR HELP. HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH SOMEONE WHO HAS A DRINKING PROBLEM?

SOMEBODY VERY IMPORTANT TO ME HAS THIS PROBLEM. IT IS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER. FOR A WEEK THEY WILL BE FINE AND THEN THE GO ON A BINGE AGAIN. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO HELP. THEY SAY THAT THEY DRINK TO RUN AWAY FROM THEIR PROBLEMS. WELL I UNDERSTAND THAT WE ALL WANT TO RUN AWAY, BUT HOW CAN YOU FIX THE PROBLEMS IF YOU DON'T FACE THEM?

ALL I WANT IS TO HELP THEM. IF YOU HAVE ANY THOUGHTS LET ME KNOW.

Monday, October 20, 2008

THE BIG "D"

WELL EVERYONE....... I DID IT. I AM OFFICIALLY DIVORCED. I HAD COURT ON THURSDAY WITH SEAN AND I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A PIECE OF CAKE, BUT I DIDN'T THIN THIS EASY. SO PRETTY MUCH WE WENT INTO THIS LITTLE OFFICE AND MET WITH A CASE MANAGER AND JUST STARTED ANSWERING ALL HIS QUESTIONS, WHICH WERE ALREADY ANSWERED IN THE EARLY RESOLUTION STATEMENT WHICH HE DIDN'T EVER GET A COPY OF, STUPID COURTS! EVERYTHING WAS GOING GOOD UNTIL WE GOT THE THE CHILD SUPPORT SECTION. WELL I AM NOT AN IDIOT, SO OF COURSE I AM GOING TO ASK FOR CHILD SUPPORT. HE HAS TO PAY ME 540.00 A MONTH AND HE IS NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. OH WELL. I COULD CARE LES ABOUT THE MONEY IT IS WHAT IS IN THE BEST INTEREST OF MY SON. SEAN IS IN SHOCK AND KEEPS COMPLAINING TO ME ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING. I AM SO GLAD I DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER TO HIM ANYMORE.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR MY NEW JOURNEY AND WHATEVER LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR ME. I AM FREE!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

BENJAMIN


SO LET ME TELL YOU A LITTLE BIT ABOUT BENJAMIN. HE IS MY 2 1/2 YEAR OLD SON. HE IS MY EVERYTHING. I HAVE JOINT CUSTODY WITH MY SOON TO BE EX-HUSBAND. HE IS A WORTHLESS DAD. HE DOESN'T GIVE HIM THE LOVE HE NEEDS AND DESERVES. WELL ENOUGH OF SEAN, THAT WILL BE ANOTHER BLOG TO COME. BENJAMIN IS SO SMART. I DON'T MEAN TO TOOT MY OWN HORN BUT IT IS CRAZY AT HOW SMART HE IS. HE KNOWS EVERYTHING THAT A PRESCHOOLER KNOWS. HE CAN EVEN SAY SOME WORDS IN SPANISH. I OWE ALOT TO MY MOM AND DAD. MY MOTHER WAS GREAT AT RAISING ME AND SHE IS WORKING HER MAGICAL TOUCH ON MY SON AND IT IS PAYING OFF. HE IS SO BEAUTIFUL. HE LOOKS JUST LIKE ME. THERE IS NO DOUBT THAT HE IS NOT MINE. I LOVE BEING A MOM. I LOVE THAT HE NEEDS ME AND THAT I AM THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN HIS LIFE.
HIS NEW FAVORITE THING IS THOMAS THE TRAIN. HE LOVES HIS CHOO CHOO. HE HAS AN AWESOME TRAIN TABLE AT MY MOM AND DAD'S. THEY SPOIL HIM SO MUCH. I HAVE A TABLE BUT I NEED TO UPGRADE IT. IT IS NOT HALF AS COOL AS THE ONE AT MY MOM AND DAD'S. HE ALSO LOVES BLUE'S CLUE'S AND GO DIEGO GO. IT IS SO CUTE TO WATCH HIM SING AND DANCE TO THE SHOWS.
WELL I WILL HAVE MORE UPDATES TO COME.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

make me babies.com

SO MY FRIEND SARA POSTED A BLOG ABOUT WHAT HER AND JEREMY'S CHILDREN WOULD LOOK LIKE SO I DECIDED TO POST ONE FOR MY HONEY AND I. IT IS SO WEIRD LOOKING TO MESS WITH MOTHER NATURE BECAUSE THE PIC THAT CAME OUT IS SO UNREALISTIC BUT OH SO FUNNY. I AM GOING TO POST IT FOR YOU TO SEE.



http://makemebabies.com/viewbaby.php?bid=6225144

WORKING....WORKING....WORKING....

WELL THE DOCTOR I WORK FOR HAS BEEN OUT OF THE OFFICE THIS WHOLE WEEK. I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO JUST SLACK OFF, BUT TO MY SURPRISE ALL THE THINGS THAT NEEDED TO BE DONE. ROSE AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING OUR BUTTS OFF. I MEAN REALLY WORKING OUR BUTTS OFF. LIKE WE WERE IN THE SHED ALL DAY YESTURDAY MOVING CHARTS AND FILING THEM ALL AWAY. I WAS EXHAUSTED LAST NIGHT. SO I AM AT WORK TODAY AND I AM GOING TO TAKE AN EASY DAY. WELL CHAT AT YOU LATER.


HUGS!

Monday, October 6, 2008

VIRGIN BLOGGER

WELL THE TITLE SAY'S IT ALL. I AM NEW TO THE BLOGGING SCENE. THANKS TO MY FRIEND SARA I AM NOW UP TO DATE WITH THE WORLD. I CAN'T WAITE TO START SHARING MY LIFE WITH WHOEVER CARES. MAINLY MY FRIEND SARA BECAUSE WE ARE KINDOF FAR AWAY AND ARE SO BUSY THAT WE DON'T TALK ALL THE TIME. LOVE YOU SARA!